Ready to give up

Just when I thought I was on a roll here the evil sisters Doom and Gloom have reared their ugly faces to rain on my parade. Despite nice reviews by 2 actual bloggers and a graphic artist friend I seem ready to throw in the towel. Don't know if is is sheer laziness or lack of belief in myself or maybe just lack of direction. Or maybe the honeymoon is over and now it is too much like work and I don't really know what to write about or why.
When I was out in my garden today (when I was supposed to be making dinner) see I never do what I'm supposed to be doing. I was thinking about how much I like gardening ( where I can see the fruits of my labor). I was thinking if only I could drink coffe all morning, work in my garden all day and drink wine all nite. Of course I'd have to add some carbs and greens to that diet and chocolate of course. well i am running out of steam here so maybe I'll see you tomorrow unless i'm planting daisies.